Stark zu sein bedeutet nicht, nie zu fallen. Stark zu sein bedeutet, immer wieder aufzustehen! Stark zu sein bedeutet durchzuhalten und für seine Träume zu kämpfen. Stark zu sein bedeutet, ehrgeizig sein und seine Ziele zu verfolgen. Denn nur wer Stärke hat, kann auch durchhalten & sein Ziel erreichen. Stark zu sein bedeutet nicht mehr so leicht an Dingen zu verzweifeln. Stark zu sein bedeutet es den Leuten, die euch schwach machen wollten einen Denkzettel zu verpassen. Stark sein beginnt mit Selbstbewusstsein und einer guten Ausstrahlung und endet mit Selbsthass und Zweifeln.

We all have something to hide, some dark place inside us we don't want the world to see and this is mine.
“Ich glaube, das schwierigste am Überwinden einer Sucht ist,sie überwinden zu wollen.Ich meine, es gibt doch einen Grund dafür, dass wir abhängig werden, oder?”


26 August 2012

helo Ana, helo Mia, I'm back.

Gewogen am 23.8 : 67 kg, na schön fettie das wars jetzt gehts wieder abwärts!
Letzten 3 Tage Modeldiät; Heute fetter FA -.-'

Was ist nur passiert? Alles ist dahin, all der gute Anfang, all die Kalorien, die ich mich getraut habe aufzunehmen, alles dahin. Nicht einmal mehr 500 gehen ohne ein schlechtes Gewissen, dann wieder die 700?! Ich wusste, dass der Urlaub alles kaputt machen würde und er hat es getan. Ich will nicht mit so vielen Kilos rumlaufen, nie nie wieder. Ich will endlich die 43 kg erreichen, denn nur dann würde ich Hilfe akzeptieren, würde sie suchen.
So wie es gerade ist, ist es unerträglich und ich kann und will einfach nicht mehr weitermachen.
Mag vllt einer von euch Sms schreiben? Mir gehts gerade iwie nicht so ganz gut und ich brauch einfach nur jemanden zum reden, schreiben. Meine Nummer lösche ich morgen früh wieder, damit sie nicht noch falsche Leute entdecken. 015781946415 



  1. Fühl' dich umarmt, Liebes. :* Ich glaube an dich. :)

  2. Und warum würdest du erst mit 43 kg Hilfe in Anspruch nehmen?

    1. Ich nehme auch Hilfe in Anspruch, und wenn man jemand gutes & kompetentes findet, spricht nichts gegen eine weitere Abnahme. Es soll nicht böse klingen, aber 24kg? Möchtest du wirklich noch ein Jahr "leider"? Also ich kann dir nur aus tiefsten Herzen empfehlen, wenn es dir jetzt nicht gut geht & du FA hast, dann such JETZT jemanden oder versuch es allein...

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